sdrawkcab....SDRAWKCAB

Yesterday, i was awakened to the sound of my Napoleon Complex having next door neighbor shoveling...or kicking...or jumping on ice. It was around 6:30, and once he stirred me from my sleep, I searched and searched for the nearest exit out of "awake"...in an honest, but fruitless, attempt to go back to sleep.

Lucky for me, I got to see the sunrise...which i NEVER get to do... and it was AB-SO-LUTELY amazing. One of the few things in life which arent train wreck stamped that I could sit and watch.

So of course, i couldnt enjoy it as beautiful and leave it there...my mind went to the left and destroyed my moment.

i felt cheated that when the sun is the prettiest, I'm asleep..with no idea of what beauty is unfolding right outside of my window.

But I'll turn that...and vow to take the time to be awake and around for the best things.

-I'm going to be up for the sunrise..at least every once in a while

-I'm going to vacation now, when I'm young and can enjoy it, rather than when I'm retired, barely walking, and scared to pee on myself.

-I will not fold my favorite clothes. Instead, I'm going to stretch them out and tack them to my wall...so that I can see what made me fall in love.

-I will also pause at sunset..and relax, and allow myself to set with the sun, even if only for a minute. (i wonder if the sunset is that pretty on the weekends. If I were the sun, I would feel played..like I was putting on this amazing show for nothing)

-I'm gonna doodle in places other than class...and frame my creations

Ok, this last one is random, but I want to watch a squirrel's entire route..to wherever he or she goes. I want to know where its running to.. and where it's running from.

*STAMP

Simply delightful...my window is cracked and the smell of clean linen is just a floating around...simply freaking delightful.